Well November 5th Soon be the first anniversary of mams passing . I am taking dad down to Mablethorpe new years day we will go to the spot where we scattered mams ashes and just have our thoughts . I still miss her so much can and do shed a tear ,often get the lump in my throat . I think I should have kept mams ashes at their house . I feel like I have left her on her own although she loved mablethorpe she was never there on her own . While she was in hospital I promised I would get her there when the site opened in March and I did that .