I have not had a day when I haven,t thought about my mother it still all seems so very raw . I wonder if this is normal some times . She was such a big part of my life though talked most days and called in very frequently . Spent most weekends in the summer in the caravan with my parents and my wife . Thing is although she was old it wasn't her time to go more could have been done Doctors hospitals and myself we all let her down .