Just thinking really and getting things off my chest so to speak . I think of my mother every day and miss her quite a bit too much if thats possible . Sometimes things happen are said done or what ever and it brings everything back so fresh and painfull . Stupid things too I still shed a tear for her as does my younger sister . Call at my dads most days just realised Sunday he still sets a place at the table for my mam and of course eats alone .